Starting my successful business as a Psychic and Healer working in the spiritual arena for 15 years, I knew spiritual intimacy. I created workshops, meditation albums and was completely satisfied with my life.
But to be honest. I loved my spirituality more than my human self and underestimated my own human capabilities.
Well, talk about shadows. I was lost behind that sexual shadow, full of shame, embarrassment and confusion for as long as I could remember.
I didn’t know how dark it was, until I stepped out and became enlightened towards this subject.
Even the word sex, the thought of sex, the entire roadmap to this destination would leave me running for the hills. I would rather allow a hungry crow peck at my head than do the deeds. The uneducated me thought sex was penetration, sex ended with climax, sex is with a partner and sex was to be silenced and done behind closed doors. Hush, hush, it's private, oh and your problems, well that is private too so to talk about it… How embarrassing. Suck it up princess. It is what it is.
But my life changed for the better after I began my training at the Tantric Institute of Integrated sexuality. I learned the value and real meaning to sex that reframed my conditioning and shame, that now, I no longer want that experience of that hungry crow, but want my lover so desperately instead.
I’ve been sexually empowered now for several years and my training has only made me a master in the sensual arts, I self pleasure like a Goddess in the garden, I make love to energy and elements without touch and I’ve replaced my fear and judgmental mind to exotic thoughts that access pleasure and spirit simultaneously.
Tapping into Love is the greatest skillset I own, a beautiful, safe, warm (with all the fuzzies), accessed anytime, anywhere, any place at will. I don’t need a lover to have my temple filled with pleasure, it comes from within, but when paired with a lover, your power is undeniable.